She’s a bit of an airhead but I do admit that I kinda liked her. I wonder what’s keeping me from making the effort.

Is it because I’m stubborn?

Is it because I have an image I want to uphold? [hint: it takes an airhead to relate to another airhead]

Is it because I’m not determined enough to find the chances - or make some for myself?

Or is it because I’m just a coward to make the advances?

And again, I find myself quietly regretting over the silly things in my life. I guess it’s my fault after all. A salesman should never blame his client for not wanting his product when he makes no effort to get them interested in the first place.

I really shouldn’t be complaining, haha.