02:52
I’ve long forgotten what it’s like to be afraid.
Not to say that I’m a courageous person or anything, it’s just that it’s been so long since felt myself trembling from fear. No, I’m not talking about trivial things like being afraid of ghosts or fearing that I’ll flunk my exams or fearing that I’ll get scolded or fearing that I’ll get my heart shattered again.
I’m talking about the fear that creeps under your skin, that runs all the way down your spine, and sends a lashing cold that stings your bones. True fear that really makes you feel like you just want to wrap your arms around yourself. True fear that you feel like even the slightest disturbance will make you scream.
A fear so great, even death doesn’t seem like a bad idea.

