You have been my voice, my arms and my legs for over two years. I have shared with you my cheers, my tears, my laughter and my pain. Though you are but non-living, you have been one of my most loyal companions in times of bliss, in times of sadness, in times of fear, and in times of peace.Though you are but monochrome, you gave my life colours and you gave my colours life.

You have helped me to understand. You have helped me speak. You have hleped me listen. You taught me who I was, who I am, who I should be, and probably, who I will be. Not only that, you have also taught the people who visit you.

You showed them the side of me that I would probably never show to them.
Told them things I would probably never tell them.
Brought them closer to me than I could ever get.
And you also brought me closer to them.

There has not been a day that I have felt so blessed to have you, as much as this day. Because with you, people now understand me. With you, I can understand them. And with you, we better our lives. There has never been a day that I ever felt so lucky to have you, and to have been granted the things you have done to, and for me.

From the bottom of my heart, I thank you.
Please stay with me, as you always have.

It seems that my writings of late has been nothing but depressing thoughts. I must apologise for that. However, while that may be the case, the same cannot be said for how my life has been gong these days. Simply because so many good things have been happening, it’s really really hard for me to feel depressed.

*Port Dickson*
The beaches still suck, but I rode an ostrich with much glee.

*Cameron Highlands*
I finally got the chance drive up all the way there. Originally, I wanted to go there alone. But since some relatives are going up in a big convoy, I figured, what the heck, it’s my first time anyway, it might be for the better. Sure enough, I dragged my favourite cousin, Fadzly [our names and ages are almost alike, too] with me, and we spent 3 days of pure fun up there. The sun was bright and warm but the air was cool and refreshing. And since Cameron was full of green, I went apeshit with the Hoya IR filter.

I love Cameron. I’m going again, definitely.

*New HP Number*
I finally changed from pre-paid to a post-paid service. You won’t be hearing no credit from me anymore! Yay!

*Infinite Justice
Fadzly helped me to build this very pretty Gundam. I even managed to get the first production line that came with the stand, too, which makes it even cooler. Review coming real soon [sorry it's late].

*MSI Nvidia NX 7600GT*

That’s right, bitches. This card lightened my piggy bank by RM700. I can now play almost any game at maximum graphic settings with no problem. I even finished Prince of Persia: The Two Thrones on all difficulties, LOL. The only sucky thing about it is that my s754 AMD64 2800 caused a bloody bottleneck. Damnit to hell.

*Actorlympics*
I offended someone with my offensive laughter [sorry about that]. It was THAT good.

*Anime*
Fate/Stay Night ended with a blast. I downloaded and watched Nausicaa, which was AMAZING. School Rumble has been nothing short of sheer WTFLOL-ness. Witchblade is slowly picking up, but I’m really looking forward to this show. I’ll be heading to Melaka for the weekend to get more new anime.

I’m so totally gonna fill up my HD.

*Rebonding*
I straightened my [shoulder length] hair for RM200 and practically shocked everyone. They were shocked at both the hair and the money I paid for it, LOL.

*Cheque*
I found the cheque [it's 4 digits] that I lost a few months back and banked it in already!

*World Cup*
It’s been a while since I actually enjoyed watching football. I love being at a mamak and yell with the crowd when a goal is scored. I was watching the Ghana vs Czech game [it was probably the most exciting game so far] the other day, and there was this bunch of rempits behind us. When Ghana made a shot that went blazing fast but got punched away by the Czech keeper everyone [including these rempits] went “GOOAA—Ahhhh….!!!” and then I heard one of them say “Wei, kita Czech laaa….” “Ha’ah, lupa lak.”

["Hey, we're rooting for Czech..." "Oh yea, forgot."]

I love those bunch of morons.

*A Cute Chick*
I’ll be keeping myself busy. Heheh.

Sorry if I made you worry. And thank you so much for your concern and kind regards. I treasure them forever :) As you can see, I’m all right and spiffy. Will write better stuff soon. Laters.

It’s finally over.

But yeah, I deserve every single bit of it, considering the amount of effort I have put into [or rather, the lack of it]. Well, the news comes as no surprise to me, actually. So, the thing now is to think of the next steps. Strangely enough, despite the fact this is probably the biggest shit that could possibly happen, I’m still quite calm about it.

It’s probably because I’m delusional.