Spare me that guilt
Spare me that shame
Though it may seem like
I alone carry the blame

Fear claws violently at the bark
as the rotten fruit slowly dries in the dark
If the leaves of truth were hid from the light
No more fruits there will be to mark

Praise the wind as it blows
Its fragrance thrills the bloody nose
Oh, blow this pain away
Remove it now as you make me sway

Spare me some light
Spare me some honour
I need some fire to survive this fight
For I am left with no armour.

Push that blade in me
Push it in deep
I beg for death in one thrust
It is my sin to painfully lust

Pry the eyelids open
Let through a glimpse of heaven
If this is what it’s like to die
It’s far better
than to hear you lie

Curse me a loving soul
Bless forth the burning angel
Spread wings greet me with tears
As chains bind me with my fears

Cut open a door to my heart.
And let it free
For it has done its part
No more tears for me to shed
Just leave alone
the eyes that have bled.