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I’ve been really, really bored lately.

Though it’s a hectic trimester, I’ll be swamped with tutorials the first minute, and the next I’ll find myself not knowing what to do. Even with Sarah beside me, I find her becoming less entertaining which each passing day. Her previous boot disk failure scared the living shit out of me, but it seems that after separating the two disks for some airflow, she worked okay.

Even with a nice fat 512 line on her, I don’t know what to do anymore. Things that took ages to get done on 56k [forums, blog, etc.] was settled in a flash, save for video downloads.

Speaking of video downloads, I’m pretty much stumped with my anime collection. Now that a few series have ended, I’m only left with Naruto, and I doomed myself by reading the manga [which totally spoils the entire arc that follows the current anime plot]. As for GITS, well, Laughing Man Fansubs have been unbelievably slow, only releasing an episode every month.

As for the series I’m done with, not all of them are new anime but if you’re interested, you can toss me your CDs and I’ll gladly burn them for you:
[Title, Episodes, Total Size]
- Bakuretsu Tenshi, 24, 3.78GB
- Full Metal Alchemist, 51, 8.56GB
- Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex, 26, 4.86GB
- Gungrave*, 26, 4.34GB
- Kino’s Journey, 13, 2.88GB
- Love Hina, 30, 2.59GB [low video quality]
- Midori no Hibi, 13, 2.21GB
- Onegai Twins, 13, 2.13GB
- Peacemaker Kurogane**, 24, 4.14GB
- Samurai Champloo, 17, 2.40GB
- Scrapped Princess**, 24, 3.77GB
- Tsukihime*, 12, 1.41GB
- Witch Hunter Robin, 26, 6.02GB

Archived [I've burnt these out to make way for other anime]
- Dragon Ball GT, 64, 7 CDs
- Full Metal Panic, 24, 8 CDs
- Full Metal Panic: Fumoffu, 13, 4 CDs
-Serial Experiments Lain, 13, 3CDs
- Vandread, 13, 2 CDs
- Vandread The 2nd Stage, 13, 5 CDs

Unfinished/Incomplete Series
- Naruto*** [anime], currently at 105, 17.8GB
- Naruto*** [manga], from 140 to 236, 325MB [just image files, i can zip it smaller]
- Ghost in the Shell: S.A.C. The 2nd Gig***, currently at 14, 2.4GB
- Gundam SEED, 50 but missing a few episodes in the middle, 9.29GB
- Gundam SEED Destiny***, currently at 2, 465MB
- Tenjou Tenge***, currently at 24, 3.60GB

* Series I haven’t watched yet
**Series I haven’t finished watching, usually because it’s not my taste
***Series still on-going with latest episodes airing every week in Japan
Bold - Series that I HIGHLY recommend for you to watch
Of course, I’d like some commission for the service ;) just a tiny RM1 for every 5 CDs. It took me plenty of time, effort and bills to collect all these. Unless of course you lend me your harddisk [if it has enough space] and copy it directly from me, that’s FOC :D

Okay, that’s enough advertisement for today back to the story about me!
*cough*

Games haven’t been very entertaining too. I don’t have to mood to blast my way around Painkiller, and Insane is just too much for me in Warcraft. Gunbound…well, I don’t know. I got nobody to play UT with me. Flash games are either too annoying or too easy.

And I haven’t sent a copy of my beta offer letter to YTM, so no money to go out. Life is good. It has never gotten better.

*pats himself for being such a jaded lamer*

edit: I added lists of archived and incomplete anime in my current posession too, in case you’re interested :p

Why is it that when I write a really long entry, [and I was feelig good about it, too] Blogger just HAS to fuck it up!? I’m getting really really pissed over here [which ironic because I wrote patience and anger management during Ramadhan].

Bleh, I’ll come up with something.

From sketching, to inking, to colouring, to rendering, to shooting. Moving on from my previous artworks, after a long time, I have finally updated my dusty deviantART account with new stuff, namely, my first attempts at artistic photography.

With limited knowledge and skill, I insisted on pointing and shooting whatever I feel like. Of course, these images will be featured in The Silent Room Gallery under Photography gallery, which I will work on after my midterms. For now, I’m craving for comments and tips [being the attention whore that I am] to improve my shooting 5k!115. If you are kind and nice enough to spoil me, do make your way to my dA gallery right here.

After the long wait, I’ve finally landed myself a vehicle. At least now, I won’t have to depend on anyone to get wherever I want. Basically, I can now plan my own trips because I finally won’t have to ask someone to fetch me or get on some unreliable public transport.

Nothing spectacular about my ride, just a humble 1992 Proton Saga 1.5 automatic. The car is still in unbelievably good shape and performs very well for its age. Initial yay for my primary mobility solutions.

Due to my excitement, I’ve been spending some cash on my new toy. Bought some accesories including a hands-free headset, coinbox, perfume and reflective windscreen visor.

After successfully selling off my 250GB SATA harddisk [thanks a million, ne-chan!] I’ve decided to spoil myself. It’s been a while since I actually had any proper sports shoes, so I thought I might as well get a nice pair that will last me for a while…

So I did. And boy, it was worth the price tag it came with. Of course, my Weinbrenner stays at the top of the list of my choice footwear. Bleh, it’s not like I shop for shoes that often.

[EDIT: You see, I wrote about double of this entry here. This was first saved as a draft,, but it seems like Blogger fucked up that upload and I'm only left with this. Right now, I'm a bit pissed so I'll stop here before I go nuts.]

Fuck Blogger’s bugs.

My Dear Children,

(And believe me, that’s all of you), I consider myself a pretty patient guy. I mean, look at the Grand Canyon. It took millions of years to get it right. And about evolution? Boy, nothing is slower than designing that whole Darwinian thing to take place, cell by cell, and gene by gene. I’ve been patient through your fashions, civilizations, wars and schemes, and the countless ways you take Me for granted until you get yourselves into big trouble again and again.

But on this occasion of My Son’s birthday, I want to let you know about some of the things that are starting to tick me off.
First of all, your religious rivalries are driving Me up a wall. Enough already! Let’s get one thing straight. These are YOUR religions, not Mine. I’m the whole enchilada; I’m beyond them all. Every one of your religions claims there’s only one of Me (which by the way, is absolutely true). But in the very next breath, each religion claims it’s My favourite one. And each claims its bible was written personally by Me, and that all the other bible’s are man-made. Oh Me. How do I even begin
to put a stop to such complicated nonsense?

Okay, listen up now. I’m your Father AND Mother, and I don’t play
favourites among My children. Also, I hate to break it to you, but I don’t write. My longhand is awful, and I’ve always been more of a doer anyway. So ALL of your books, including those bible’s, were written by men and women. There were inspired, remarkable people, but they also made mistakes here and there. I made sure of that, so that you would never trust a written word more than your own living heart.

You see, one human being to me — even a bum on the street — is worth more than all the Holy Books in the world. That’s just the kind of guy I am. My Spirit is not an historical thing, it alive right here, right now, as fresh as your next breath.

Holy books and religious rites are sacred and powerful, but not more so than the least of you. They were only meant to steer you in the right direction, not to keep you arguing with each other, and certainly not to keep you from trusting your own personal connection with Me.Which brings Me to My next point about your nonsense. You act like I need you and your religions to stick up for Me or win souls; for My sake. Please, don’t do Me any favours. I can stand quite well on my own,thank you. I don’t need you to defend Me, and I don’t need constant credit. I just want you to be good to each other.

And another thing: I don’t get all worked up over money or politics, so stop dragging My name into your dramas. For example, I swear to Me that I never threatened Oral Roberts. I never rode in any of Rajneesh’s Rolls Royces. I never told Pat Robertson to run for president, and I’ve never
EVER had a conversation with Jim Baker, Jerry Falwell, or Jimmy
Swaggart! Of course, come Judgement Day, I certainly intend to…

The thing is, I want you to stop thinking of religion as some sort of loyalty pledge to Me. The true purpose of your religions is so that YOU can become more aware of ME, not the other way around. Believe Me, I know you already. I know what’s in each of your hearts, and I love you with no strings attached. Lighten up and enjoy Me. That’s what religion is best for.

What you seem to forget is how mysterious I am. You look at the petty differences in your Scriptures and say, Well, if THIS is the truth, then THAT can’t be But instead of trying to figure out My Paradoxes and Unfathomable Nature–which by the way, you NEVER will–why not open your hearts to the simple common threads in every religion?

You know what I’m talking about: Love and respect everyone. Be kind. Even when life is scary or confusing, take courage and be of good cheer,for I am always with you. Learn how to be quiet, so you can hear My still, small voice (I don’t like to shout). Leave the world a better place by living your life with dignity and gracefulness, for you are My Own Child. Hold back nothing from life, for the parts of you that can die surely will, and the parts that can’t, won’t. So don’t worry, be happy (I stole that last line from Bobby McFerrin, but who do you think gave it to him in the first place?)

Simple stuff. Why do you keep making it so complicated? It’s like you’re always looking for an excuse to be upset. And I’m very tired of being your main excuse. Do you think I care whether you call me God, Yahweh, Jehovah, Allah, Wakantonka, Brahma, Father, Mother or even the Void of Nirvana? Do you think I care which of My special children you feel closest to–Jesus, Mary, Buddha, Krishna, Mohammed or any of the others?

You can call Me and My Special Ones any name you choose, if only you would go about My business of loving one another as I love you. How can you keep neglecting something so simple?I’m not telling you to abandon your religions. Enjoy your religions,
honour them, learn from them, just as you should enjoy, honour, and learn from your parents. But do you walk around telling everyone that your parents are better than theirs? Your religion, like your parents, may always have the most special place in your heart; I don’t mind that at all. And I don’t want you to combine all the Great Traditions in One Big Mess. Each religion is unique for a reason. Each has a unique style so that people can find the best path for themselves. But My Special Children–the ones that your religions revolve around–all live in the same place (My heart) and they get along perfectly, I assure you. The
clergy must stop creating a myth of sibling rivalry where there is none.

My blessed children of Earth, the world has grown too small for your pervasive religious bigotries and confusion. The whole planet is connected by air travel, satellite dishes, telephones, fax machines, rock concerts, diseases, and mutual needs and concerns. Get with the program! If you really want to help Me celebrate the birthday of My Son Jesus, then commit yourselves to figuring out how to feed your hungry, clothe your naked, protect your abused, and shelter your poor. And just as importantly, make your own everyday life a shining example of kindness and good humour. I’ve given you all the resources you need, if only you abandon your fear of each other and begin living, loving, and laughing together.

Finally, My Children everywhere, remember whose birth is honoured on December 25th, and the fearlessness with which He chose to live and die.As I love Him, so do I love each one of you. I’m not really ticked off, I just wanted to grab your attention because I hate to see you suffer. But I gave you free will, so what can I do now other than to try to influence you through reason, persuasion, and a little old-fashioned guilt and manipulation? After all, I AM the original Jewish Mother. I just want you to be happy, and I’ll sit in the Dark.

I really Am, indeed, I swear, with you always. Always. Trust in Me.

Your One and Only,
God

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Letter was of course written by a Christian, but nonetheless, all of us should take heed. No matter your creed.

Courtesy of Xfresh Forums.